Im going to kill myself. Im sorry, i love you all. But i can’t take it anymore. As soon as i get home, ill be gone. I love you all so much, and i wish you the best with your life, but its my time to go… Goodbye.
I know you don’t know me and I don’t know you but I really would like it if you could stick around a little longer, live a little more, love a little more, and laugh a lot more before leaving us. We love you and we’d miss you so so so so SO much. There are people that won’t know what to do without you. Your parents, they’d be heartbroken, their precious child, gone. Your friends, even if you don’t think they’re there, they are and they’d miss you a hell of a lot. You’re a spot of sunlight in this world and we need you, we love you and we want you here. It’s not your time to go. You havent’ seen everything you need to, traveled everywhere you need to, loved everyone you need to, tasted everything that you need to. You haven’t met that person who’ll make you happier than any other yet, you haven’t held them while they cried, heard their secrets or dreams. Have you heard of the butterfly effect? They say something as small as the flap of a butterfly’s wing can change the world, so something as big as you being gone will change it. So many people’s lives will be forever changed, so many people’s futures, so many people’s ideas. You may save a life some day and if you aren’t here for it they’ll be gone too. You could save my life some day, you never know, I could save yours. I really want to. I need you to stay here. It’s not your time to go. It’s not your time to stop. You only get one life with the rest of us and we want you to experience all of it. The thing you need to remember is the way you feel right now. You’re so very sad, so much more than you’ve been before. Being able to feel like that means you will, someday, feel the utmost joy, euphoria, happiness possible and who’d want to miss that? Not me. Please stay here, for the memories, for the music, for the food, for the people, for the feelings, for the life you’ll construct like no other. Please stay here and make it the best it can be with us. We love you. Can you imagine that? People all over the world, people you may never meet, love you. Please don’t leave that, it’s an unimaginably special gift that needs to be cherished. Please stay here, with me, with us, we love you and we’d miss you.
I LITERALLY LAUGHED SO HARD AT THIS PART AND IT ANNOYED EVERYONE THE END
the worst thing about speaking two languages is trying to use an expression from one language that fits perfectly into your conversation but the other person won’t get it
i dont speak two languages but i speak fandom so i sort of get this